Rage

Ugly screaming rage inside my head
Tells me I'm no good, be better off dead
Reminds me of my imperfections and flaws
Constantly reminding me, never a pause
Rage - full of anger and disgust
Confusing me, ensnaring me, not sure who to trust
I'm not worth it, don't deserve happiness
Filling me full of madness, loneliness, sadness
Then it quiets and I think it's finally departed
But slowly the rage flairs again,  back to where I started.

R Bright 2013